Sometimes

Sometimes

Some days

Some ways

I am going to be different

Depressed

Strumming those Blues

Courting hurt and pain

I had thought long forgotten

Forgotten

Sometimes

Some days

Some ways

Baby, my smile won’t shine

As my body rocks to sobs

In tune to hurt and pain

I had thought long forgotten

Forgotten

Sometimes

Some days

Some ways

You will find me

All alone in the darkness

Slowly fighting from going insane

No pleasure just hurt and pain

I had thought long forgotten

Forgotten

Then

Most times

Most days

Most ways

I will smile again

Strengthened in thought and mind

Baby, I will make you smile

I will help you fight

Those times

Those days

Those ways

When you will be different

Depressed

Strumming those Blues

Courting hurt and pain

You had thought long forgotten

Forgotten

Break Free

When the sun comes to December
Will I wake again
From the ashes
Of all that remains
Of a soul once set aflame
Burnt then doused in cold, cold rain
Buried deep within the earth
Left in solitude
Confined in darkness
Forgiven but not forgotten
To await the sun that rises
Against December's cold frost
Like the phoenix, that bears hope
Will I rise, break forth
From frozen earth and hard rock
To unfurl in the golden rays
When the sun comes to December
Will I live again